orgami's Diaryland
Diary
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cannot make up my brain
its been four days since I wrote here I thought I was here Saturday maybe I was just reading these things though its snowing out and cold nice cold though and people have their new led bulbs up on the trees and porchs etc Not every house mind you but enough to give NOrth Bay a christmasy atmosphere I haven't been down to the lake in days and days months perhaps I should go there one of these days and walk along the lake front walkway There will be people at this time of year Die hard North Bay people jogging walking stumbling etc The Christmas train came into town last night I didnt stay around but went home too cold for me or damp but the train is lit up from one end to the other with Christmas lights and they play music too from the boxcars or from a flatcar Not sure about it One year it was famouse country wester singers on board playing Carols (not Eunices or Annes though hah hah) (sic) I am well I listen to my five hundred dollar christmas present the new stereo we have and the fifty a month digital cable system we have with a few movie channels and educational television and boring other stuff Its fun just figuring out the remote christmas cake gotta have more of this I just love the stuff to death so sweet and succulent the flesh crumbly and melting of sugar on the tongue pure unadulterated heaven on earth experience anyway today I am out paying bills with money orders and going directly to some of the offices takes me some time and I thought I would have money left over for a coffee but in the end i have just enough money to buy stamps and enveolopes and money orders and thats it But I come here and read ADBUSTERS and NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC and sometimes world war two aircraft books something about all that flying and dying that gets to me anyway its almost six and will be dark when I get outside maybe I should just stick around downtown until the AA meeting starts around seven I could just sit inside and read for an hour or I could just go home and watch television oh the choices the agony of choice why me lord ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhwhyy I'll walk home i'll catch another meeting another day or maybe not............ I cannot make up my freakin' mind lately maybe I should go to the waterfront and look around like its only a mile walk ....dont know think I'll go home for now bye/
5:58 p.m. - 2005-12-05
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