orgami's Diaryland
Diary
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a long blog about daily crap
not going to explain
but one lost practically
brand new bike later
bruises
mystery bruises vague memory of detox missing health card this is replaceable
i have lost status card
already and other items slow progression through
the insanity so went to a meeting tonight
and someone got a one year
medallion some former bad
boy now going to college not
in prison had his famiy
there they made him a cake
and there were some pretty
good looking women there also i dont think its abnormal to
want sex more then once every
four months or longer hmmmmmmm okay doc wheres
the couch
where do i start?????? oh god i am passionate about a lot of
things okay obsessive and sometimes
disturbed but thats the world today No i havent buried anybody in the corn
feild I believe in life hereafter
and thou shalt not take out anyone consensual everything
not tonight dear
okay
not next week dear
okay
not right now on the spur
of the moment for fun?
okay not sure how to get around
this roadblock
how to let it settle with me only because its such a strong
drive it has its own prerogative and not that i dont have my
distractions in this town even weatherbeaten raggedy old
Eyore of me but thats another thing work
i was almost fired
missed like three days
bad back
breaking up with my mate
getting back with my mate the lost days the bike crash
the missing bike
what really happened
with the bike
who the hell cares
about the bike im still here
went to a meeting
had fun
met people i know
helped put chairs away
shook hands
drank the coffee they
put out biked home on my original
half worn out bike life is great otherwise
seeing the kids
paying the bills
back on my meds oh yah forgot that part was off right off my freakin
rocker off my meds up for a few days straight
nothing dangerous
no wildman stunts
just elevated and talking to
Lori as if she needed to have
me there talking about everything
and everything for twenty four
hours so now im here writing here
about what went on and i play my YSFLIGHT2000
game which is free and has
online combat mode very basic graphics well i got
the update and the graphics are
much better better sounds
etc im addicted
my computer does not have the
top of the line graphics card
because i like an idiot told
the salesman that i didnt play
games and wanted to save the
two hundred dollars i am so stupid so yes im a game geek Neopoet has dropped to one
allowable poem per twenty four
hour period i checked the most popular
highest rated
and im in there a lot for the
ten pages
not on the most popular most
recent though they love my work
so I'm a poet according
to the fellow poets so strange to add this feels so distant
like its someone else Facebook is clunking along okay
i just post on my wall and do
graffitti sometimes
i dont do all the add ons
its monotonous and im not that
social to get the point of it i am so tired
cleaned the whole apartment
and vacumed the stairs on my
hands and knees with the little
suction nozzle because its not
that great its got a light on
it its an upright with beater
bar scrubbed floors toilet did
dishes did laundry still have to
do stove rings and interior ha place is clean dear
want to get passionate?
oh not today dear
Okay i feel like im in prison and
i get that trailer visit oh what a man will do for just
that one moment heh heh its worth it anyway must get going spring is here
just waiting for the ice to go
from the lake
im already downtown on the bike
for hours and sitting in Twiggs
sipping double expresso
with the suits and dresses well gotta go fly the Spitfire
the Lancaster or the P-51 or the
Focke Wolfe-190 or the Zero jets are okay but theres something
about the achingly slow maneuavers
of prop planes and i can land great now
even the 747s they offer a guy thing for sure ciao
2:49 a.m. - 2008-04-06
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