orgami's Diaryland Diary

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SEEMS LIKE A WEEK

where was I
in the wastelands
broken hearts and shattered
dreams
haunted
completely

and yet

comfortable in its ruin
the sodden mess of shadows
bleeding all the soft focus
visions

I need rains
rains to drench away the
happiness
darkness to succumb vivid
dreams

living and feeling
isnt that what we need
to do to open up

im struggling too Moodswing
here in the beautiful small
city by the lake
the nights where up here you
can see the stars
where its quiet
the escarpment like a great
green wave beautiful and serene
about us to the north and north
west

two days
thats all

actually made it out of the Inn
today got dressed in fairly
decent clothes and made my way
to the library Bought a coffee
from the little variety store on
Algonquin where its only sevent
five cents a cup Twiggs is
supreme but I dont have the
change today Blew it all on
shit gave cash to L for the
dog payments a sweet dog and
expensive they always seem to
have me on the hook for something
but thats life One addiction
after another one booze and
women im so fucking typical
sometimes

ah well Im still alive people
still alive

10:36 a.m. - 2011-08-27

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