orgami's Diaryland Diary

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nothing................

empty promises...once they get what
they want....the schoolyard give..
i ask but i never take nor get...
easier to watch the distance and feel
the wounds bleed of emotional crashes
then jump.....a quick release and then
the glide...but to where and for what
cause...i always thought i had a reason
i always thought i was a thankful
ghost....something useful....but all it
seems im given are moments of hurt to
relieve me of what will be taken.....
fuck being bold.....agressive when thats
all ones got....i push to put my name
up...but no one wants to listen....
all this creativity....the passion
the intellect....an errand boy watching
the bitter crowd devour their gossip
and hate relieved with a spurn like
a cur to the corner or yard or wherever
but there.....im not even comparing
anymore.....whats the point...i drive
myself to these......they leave it open
as long as i jump...let them say i did
it.....but nothing is given....and words
to take then all of that.....i know its
what i have that they dont...what would
they do with it...the verve the flair
the crude aptitude and abilities to
craft and talk expediant......

10:17 p.m. - 2013-12-08

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