orgami's Diaryland Diary

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vortexx

cold and bright..
missed the bus
noon

partner in hospital
pancreatis
pick an issue

nurses helping her
visiting times set
paychgeque going fast
each mov ement
all the causes consuming
cash..but thus is life

no great complaints
it is what it is

got coffee
got smokes
partner doing well

life i the vortex
is just life
we pay to go on joyrides
and machines to thrill us
why balk at the ordlinary
efforts

i just dig in
and keep moving
the wonderment the variables
at eighteen or older
to this age is no different

down to two hundred pounds for
my six one frame
a far cry from the two hundred
seventy five at one time
walking walking
no need for gym membership

aches and pains yes
the price of living this long
numerical odds

im still standing
mortality is norm
and all about

today inside reading of
this and that..news
mindless games to play
take mind off the usual
but knowing i have to
get out there
get moving

do my part
and allow the random
chance meetings
hellos
scrapes of ordinary
a coffee
some affordable scraps
to feed the engine or the
human body to keep going

but admit that at the moment
i am locked in my head
afraid to move
enjoying the vortex motion
to take me around and around
mesmeric its hold

a dance with the ghosts of
christmas past

th usual stressors and triggers
of life..

but i have it al
subscriptyions to much world
and associations
a form of respect
from intuition and intel
knowing how to push
and pull back when
need be

lines are principles
in this brave new world
but we all break

we all must take a rest
now and then

in the meantime its beautiful
calming
suffused with sights of holiday
and happiness

each day is a new mission
to get through
accomplishements like badges
on a sleeve
worn in the eyes
still smiling
we never give all our heart away
to hang on a star that leaves in
the bright of day that we may
throw our own mortal shadows
and shine for ourselves and others

brave words from me eh/
sometimes i lose hope
i feel the sadness
but inevitable i get up and keep
going......

everything aches todayt
stressed out like crazy
with small things that are big
in my head
frozen like the ice outside

but not for long
time to get moving
.....
moving and grooving
put on the brave face
because
well

its showtime!

11:47 a.m. - 2013-12-13

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