orgami's Diaryland
Diary
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been so busy with being busy
occupied...... distracted....
more then winter? different..... .........so... cant believe that nine days have come and gone like that though.. unlike me...... busy walking dog dog with her mask on plastic red velvet for her muzzle....she can drink water through the plastic...she can eat treats from the floor pressing the cage on them licking them up with her wide tongue her wide muzzle.. fear threshold with people...dominate.. alpha role...all of us just living... the great drives we thrive on.....some order but we forage neatly..orderly.. tidy chaos.... difficult to describe and live within...but possible..very. time on the trail with dog..to the boat dock soaking up the sun trying to get her used to people over on the beach...walk past the ball games at night in the bright lights... taking shifts being awake being asleep.. watching the television while the little cheap but nice air conditioner looks after the heat. sharing the little beat up laptop old....crashes..but keeps going.... using my smart phone for u tube music sitting in the folding lawn chairs smoking the cheap discards from the big factory the lighter a knock off leaking evaporating fuel but works for a time... the flame like a liquid butane is lovely but has no character... reading small excerpts from anne sexton.... bits of intel coming in from the scattered field contacts of how the world is mumbling along.. some of the more brilliant and beautiful have returned never strayed far... writers.....artist... walking the hills.....building up the dog and i..pushing the heavy old bike....... turn fifty in two days...... never felt better... got a pocket watch on a chain steampunk....my stylists all female like the look makes me more outwardly original to match the oddity i am inside... trying to take pics... will spend more time here in future...
3:10 p.m. - 2014-07-07
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