orgami's Diaryland Diary

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d i s....shevelle

im trying...but maybe im fighting in the wrong side..wearing a different jacket...the dress shirts wasnt my idea...i say it was....whose then....forget that..what does it look like...i know what it feels like..
illusions....

the jacket finally smelling like me..
cigarettes and sweat....all the bad ideas and panic cigarettes and cologne..

hair jutting all over....no way to tame any of this....wind just runs it about...violet....her eyes were violet...too tru looking to be fakes..a kid like that....i wasnt a dealer..i just look authentic enough....look enough like everyone now....larry daniel whom else....i forget...i hope someone says...you look like S......!

silver on the designer ring holder..animal motiff
got enough of my essence..if you
believe in that...im not going to
say what i believe in...ha..got yah..
yah i believe....you believe when
people hand you stuff over the years
to handle.....

flurry....cant see if you rush it..
here thanks ...but you gotta have the respect....

im not used to the smiles..being treated formal....feel kind of sadness.....feel like im finally getting somewhere....

maybe ill just listen to gimme shelter...but ive found lana...like some people find a meaning...she is the opposite of meaning..but she means to much to me...endear me.....oh lana..sing me ...somewhere....thanks baby!

11:20 p.m. - 2014-08-28

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