orgami's Diaryland Diary

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this still is painful

sore back
aching lower spine
never far away
never forgotten

all the lustless courage
and wreckage
spoils of rotten purchase
sunken and settled

carrying it around
this burden
burning all moments

duration
duration
duration

pain medication
soothing
forget the ache
the pain
the soreness
feel the sluggish
fatigue settle
like rain
the memory track
opens up
flickers to life
the parade of souls
hear their voices
once again in thick
night sleep
so glad ive come
i cant wake up
escape them
their wondering
why i never came
how i left them
alone
in the end

my heart breaks as
i try to find them
explain
make it right
speak words to them
in flesh
look it wasnt easy
being me
being sick
on the road
running
fighting
fleeing

and in the end
i wake up
and im alone

ghost

in my own daydream
wandering the city
streets about my
routine business

find nothing that
takes it away

just beautiful ruins

music makes it better
takes me away
my cd discs
my headphones at night
as i sleep alone
wake up alone

i feel lost

but i feel okay
ive been here
forever
in the blue shadows
of here

im dreaming of someplace
away
that maybe there is a world
elsewhere

somewhere
someplace
some day

11:28 p.m. - 2007-09-16

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