orgami's Diaryland
Diary
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sunday
far from meetings thewindows throw light in from chest high second floor walk through the doorway and short landing and across her room and lean with arms crossed checking out the hood vacum stands waiting to be talking for a walk the cat hair the dog hair the little crumbs lifes little details dishs need putting away in the white tray in the quiet kitchen television just talks away and away the backyard collects the frozen dogshit where Im going with my brown wooly slippers to use a tack hammer end and the real hammer to loosen up the days collection frozen into the little landscape of the backyard simple mathematics and science cat litter is easier the little scoop cars idle in the parking lot Twiggs has pots of coffee and i have change just make the five minute walk over there for a real coffee or I could just make my own here filter squashed down around the edge of the ceramic cup grounds poured into the middle and then kettle water dribbled down stare out the kitchen window at the escarpment wonder how long it takes to die of cancer when your full of it time to think ponder say goodbye im old fifty almost and last year all the aches and pains moved in This is my pain here here here and here Welcome! 222's for the pain and codienne for the brain little white plastic bottle with red safety cap gonna make it to payday just got enough used to get this little waitress to walk on my back no bartendress it works sometimes the simple things just work like breathing in and out and enjoying hell
10:39 a.m. - 2012-01-22
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