orgami's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- North Bay City Library Ontario Canada
dressed up in good clothes.. I keep hearing and remembering how God was there for me in times of great isolation or when I just gave up worrying stranded or crushed under my opressive thinking..when I let go and went with a flow..He was there to offer some good people....(It could just as well have been some not so nice people too..that part i am aware of!!) I am remembering my childhood teachings of the good of the love and forgiveness for self and others....sometimes the hate and anger in me leads to depression and the mania and psychotic phases come into play...my distortions of reality become unbalanced.....but I always get help...I have a counsellor..I go to my meetings and lately have been just standing about talking with some people..talking more honest about my issues in the hours here and there..but careful about what it is Im saying and to whom.... I am enjoying my life..my new clothes and what I want to be....staying to that for now to get through the winter....and writing here.....the little ledge....the little purchase where I rest and write.... Im happy today.... 3:52 p.m. - 2013-11-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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