orgami's Diaryland Diary

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I know what I am..........

Not entirely me....but enough
happier more now....
nerves shot yes at times...
lost most days.....but I know
that that freedom is okay...
lost means i dont need to be
sure of where i was coming
from or be sure of where im
supposed to be going..

people cramp me to this one..
and i just look at them and
ask them .."Okay..where are you
going?"

you can just tell these days
with the world tilting if they
believe it or not....a lot are
truly happy...Im meeting them
a lot have a lot not to be
happy about....thats just
propoganda.....

like a loop...its an algorithym

and if i really wanted to make
a statement i would just delete
all my accounts on the net
and quit using the cell phone
and computer

i lived without it all
before....but for all the others
i know...and whom know me
on this cyber level it would be
like fading out
like a signal

the tech reality..the imprint is
there..but the main gain or feed
signal would be quiet....

reverb only..what a concept
all this is awareness
once just a book and diary
thing

like Gogh had his brother theo
etc..

poetry is oddly outside the imprint
tag business of time....im not
going to live forever.....im not
like i was....everything is changed now...im even more out there....
maybe the only way to be immortal
is to just not be...

4:18 a.m. - 2013-12-01

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