orgami's Diaryland Diary

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the rain is falling..

girls pissed at me....i dont know what they want..women are a mystery...i should learn by now...all the male friends with wives...women shake their heads that im still trying to fathom them out even...dude..your just supposed to hand it all over...take your breadcrumbs man...and i watch as the others have a feast...but of one item only....see how my little breadcrumbs add up..see the feasters eyeing up what i get...they want those even more..morsels..oh this is soo good...drives people..crazy....but its boring....listening to sweet music these days....a break from the jacked up razz
mah tazz.....maybe the fall...lack of
sleep...all the ongoing ongoing...dog
and i off trail for time being..so when
we do go up there again..its still
special....i take things on so obsessively and wonder why it all loses
its thrill...becomes boring...keep
it at a great distance...put it away
forget it and then rediscover it again
so its not a work project..its always
something dear to the heart...smoking
way too much...starting to get my
chest too much....stupid smoking again.
working on this.....meeting new girls
or new smiles..most dislike me.old missing
teeth..stinky.but well dressed....bad
attitude at times......fucking hard
being an alpha kind of thing..or crazy
...but its a living...love the rain
this evening..funny..being hated is
a normal feeling for me.....
means im standing up for me...
whose gonna run the show without me
pulling a majority of interest and
keeping the sparks stirred.....not
my job...morsels were okay..im thinking
a meal next......

9:54 p.m. - 2014-09-10

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