orgami's Diaryland Diary

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23hrs...holding barely...but On.....

u tube much easier then records..
although I love its hiss..the scratches
and pops...that amplifier hum...

High Def....no mystery.and instant hit
..

rambling this evening...put in a full
day of bike rolling.....sunny fall windy
day downtown...some pedestrain traffic
but it was sketchy..vehicles...light..
the brakes cutting into the rim making
a racket....unhook them..paperwork
everyone friendly enough..

then work...a thousand moves...been so long
away in that clever made room..sink..sandbox.
casts of plaster tape and nails set and marks
to put intuitively now the plaster mix..simple.
religious radio station to guide my lost
black heart from its darkness....
keep going...dont stop to think..no whisteling
today...not chatter of random thoughts..nor
singing aloud....no many smoke breaks...steady
steady...hang on...much done...dusted..
stinking from adrenalin...no sleep..no bathing
for awhile...and all the riding...

watching the sky....
so beautiful

the few things I understand
that make sense
night
the moon

books
a wish

everyone doesnt understand how words
are like keys to me that open more
doors in a house of a thousand rooms

no one understands the value of grass
in afternoon
lawns....
hillsides of shadows

i feel the depression
rushing in
but who cares
i know it
its a familar
thing

i just thought
that somewhere
i would make
peace with friendliness
but
somewhere

11:30 p.m. - 2014-10-07

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