orgami's Diaryland Diary

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uzz

so tired....
frozen today..
even with mitts
no hat..
dress shirt
stupid...

all the crosswalk
volunteers and
construction crews
working in the city
have all their expensive
heavy clothes

and i have sweaters and
hoodies
and scarves
so why not wear them

so on the next run
with the bike that works
better...put the old bike
in basement and bring out
the ten year older newer
bike outside..
winter jacket...winter hat
mitts..socks..and fall ..
winter shirt that has all
the buttons and not a safety
pin no matter how good it looks..

and it felt great!
felt great to be warm
not shivering

and Im grateful to God that
Im still here
because my half brother is not
and I was trying to not be here
around the same time he actually
got to not be about...not be around

7075 ran him over
they didnt mean too

three years younger then I..
Moms gone and now him..
leaves just two of us
and we three boyz never
got together at once

had i of conked out
for sure that would have been
..was going to write
odd....but nothing in our
fam was ever un odd..

always odd..
weird...
perplexing things would
occur like this

superstitious
I become more and more

that was uzz
never and ever..

might be the names of the twin
thing..

tired...i have to dream
in the dreams
thats where
some of it will be....

12:07 a.m. - 2014-10-22

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