orgami's diary

orgami's Diaryland Diary

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un known z

time shift
not my usual
routine at all..

bumped into this
decided too
head out
facing into this wind
a challenge
what else to do
not like the house
doesnt need
a whole lot of attention

not like the meal will
not be waiting

im putting myself here
a completely different
time....hours..

and Im blank

usually im running
a few windows
and looking up
stuff

something

feel blank
which is alright
should look
through the movies
got an hour waiting
time still
fingers are just
warming up now

i feel like im up
to something
but i dont know
what....

im sure that
the missing
element will
arrive like
always

boredom has
a way of this..

mall is full of
its christmas
cheer

but its not cutting
it...
the phone is quiet
nothing to photograph
i feel...

just roll about
with the sand blowing
about and the wind
in the high test
groaning away

exciting

yes..in a strange
way

i was always out
in the nights
but im trying to
remember
when that shifted

when my focus
was inside
the house

freakin' motives..

at least its not
snowing
or damp
or raining
like it was earlier
and yesterday

dreaming
the dreams
running into my waking
times..
sleeping in my clothes
and jumping up
as soon as i wake
up

waiting on payday
thats it
the few hours i got
the few dollars
i live on

ha
living legit is freedom
and sometimes
it sucks
badly..

i forgot half of where
i came from
maybe im getting why
all the intels are twitching
always the left eye

like a shutter
but im not looking too far
in anyway
i can delve them
from the being there

maybe im out here
looking for me
this evening

i know where to look
...

sounds odd
but after
the thousand entries
here
it makes sense..

six forty five..
signing off..
over and out..

6:49 p.m. - 2014-11-12

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