orgami's Diaryland
Diary
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HOLLYWOOD&CHROME
notepad with its drone rain falls licked from a sky the spice of nether sweep fetching as the beams beneath the streetlamps lonely on its bridge the dark limbs embraced with mists Was it something I missed My smokes in their battered worn cardboard case..CUBA red and white pack a gift from a friend My lighter a tear drop shape from a little friend fuel her up in the morning and keep the flints so much work to Be Vain like the rain every falling drop devours the dryness excites the chill subdues the heat like a hue got on the army jacket paid ten bucks for it sewed on the blank black name badge..Now its something different.. pockets full of change paper slips little flashlight lighter bike key Notepad Black and White Hair longer..moustache growing beard filling in with its rustic white and black smell of a natural odor no aluminum armpit no axe fresh air spray natural like a dog fresh in from the damp like leaves fallen in the woods a day of journey stress fatigue People like masks is it just us who thinks we are fooling others I can see through most shit A man in rags more honest then the perfect in style and shoes but Im a mixture on my own ventures and more and more Im thankful for this Original paid for it!! got help along the way!! Thank You! Listening to KVB my fave band of late...simple music Biking when the weather is good so far "Sweet Marie" holding up but she was well made...far beyond my meager price...was someones baby....then became others..then mine....shes worn..vintaged veteran of the roads..but well kept No beauty prize like me and my looks....perfect for me....Im expensive too.. regular steel bearings...regular steel frames are heavy and bend the process to make them light and fast is costly...special alloy mixtures and production detailing Yes....its Italian! although even the Japanese were doing a good business of producing fast bikes for people who were into training on them or moving their ass fast in urban areas....because its a hard tail solid frame no mid articulation. This baby was designed for the road and track or trail...The original chain unhooked like a clasp...right now its got a cheap production run worn out scrap chain I cut off and hammered on from a road kill find... Point of all this....I didnt think driving this bike everywhere like I do to cut down bus money spent..and time spent... would equate to my legs being built... Spirit muscle...I used to just back down doubt myself..let myself get jammed into the corner..Not anymore. People are out to get people...Bullies.haters.controllers they are tricky..its hard to tell. They hide themselves so well. Well the fuck you muscle is coming out too now. and I do like the legs..Dog and I can go right up the big hill..steep trail and its tiring..a work out but we are not all wobbly and shakey like we once were. So use my body and i get results...Use my self esteem and self worth and I get results. Some days the bus takes forever. Everyones on the rag..Im like...I paid two dollars and seventy five cents for this show!! and im stuck on it...what a shit ride some days.. At least on the bike its quiet....wind in my hair....the rush of exercising is great! that high with exertion! I remember weighing two hundred and seventy five pounds and I would have gotten way past that....Depression...letting others put me down..fear...the stuck in a rut thing... not now....Got some over xmas on me .. will burn this off....looking forward to being fifty one and decent shape with mad man hair....the rocker look..the crazy in tune with television show look..Game of Thrones and Vikings! Underworld..blah The most cleanest fitted in faces are the most fucked up people behind them...I dont need to hide nothing...except what needs to be hided.. Lah Dee Dah! Smoke Break!! love the rain.... ladies and I here are getting along Go Team Krazy Household!!!
11:03 p.m. - 2015-04-09
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