orgami's Diaryland Diary

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worry about tommorrow

keep messing up messages lately
deleting them by accident
wrote a really good short
and its gone
not that I hate when that happens
its just something to get hung up
on for a few minutes
mulling it over
why me?
and then onward
keeping going
like now
writing even when I dont feel like
it Feel tired
cool out with wispy clouds overhead
a steady breeze

did my chores and business downtown
getting the changes in order come
September when we move
from downtown to slightly out of town
Lori has ideas about the apartment
already I hope she likes it
its not perfect
not like the places we didnt get into
looked like anyway
perhaps it was the nose rings
and eyebrow ring
or that we were on ODSP or didnt
have this long list of good refrences
jobs etc...pick any of this
and pick your brain like we did
on the whys?? there is no answer
to that ever...
someday it may come along
and then be meaningless and unimportant
but for now it burns in me like a
fire caught in the seams
igniting with every worry
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10:37 a.m. - 2005-07-27

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