orgami's Diaryland Diary

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sun shines somewhat
bitterly cold Feb 29th day

didnt go to work
worked on painting her
at home
the sign part

took the painting of the deer
to the shop before the meal
and discussion

What employers want
was what the talk was about
A rep from Clarion Motels
and Zorba's and other
high end resturant here in
city was represented
one of the guys who went
from the psych hospital
to real world got a placement
and they love him at Zorbas
he helps out setting up tables
for the functions weddings
etc clearing tables

Hygiene being on time
dependable being able to
work independly follow
rules etc

like real work world

the two ladies who made
the presentation said they
would hire another mental
rehab person

but the Clarion expereince
for someone was a disaster
but they vow to make a new
introductee there to get
respect

kinks just have to get
worked out

its all a new system up
here

painted sign deer part and
took it to shop and showed
the guy

The girls in the office
there loved it also
people couldnt believe i
painted "that!"

so it feels so good now
with my new self-esteem
thats building

but im still wide awake
till three thirty sometimes
four and up at seven
forcing coffee into me
all day and afternoon
and night two three
scoops a cup with sugar
and milk

lots of 222's for my back
neck and hip pains

and im zoned out usually

just like everyone else out
there in reality

need new shoes
new lab coat

got a new bike from
a freind
its smaller tire and frame
i want to get white walls
and paint it flat black
and get chrome stuff
but Lori says that would look
crappy

what ever

going to take name part of
sign over to Shoppe today
the guy loves the painting
and is going to give me
some cash for my efforts

i did a tattoo drawing for
him too and he got that inked
at Mad Hatters up here on
his shoulder

its a hand holding burning
money It was a nice sketch
and its a very cool tatoo

i am completely exhausted
have no sleep cycle at all
just catching two hours here
and one hour there
skip a day and thirteen hours

just like back in mid nineties
when i did construction

sex took over an hour
i enjoy this so much

damn

just tired me out more

1:17 p.m. - 2008-02-29

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