orgami's Diaryland
Diary
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still on a run
never sure what Im pushing against or towards or away
something out here in LahLahLand I want death? certianly not a redemption not out here in no-man's land but I'm not certian about anything anymore I've not become blind with that knowledge and experience a cold rattles my chest and I wish I had a hot water bottle and a woodstove whistling with sizzling hardwood and air rushing, the flicker show of the shadows running on the wall like soft visions SHADOWPLAY out of booze for the moment away from the two day alcoholic binge...not even needing more then a mickey anymore..damaged enough through the years all the wreckage of it but feeling myself fading fast rushing to the edge maybe this time I will be swept off......
9:44 p.m. - 2012-01-14
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