orgami's Diaryland Diary

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RIGHT FROM THE DREAM

in time to see the pavement
and sidewalks darkening with
the rains descending
something needed
a quiet hush
a peaceful tranquil
sensation settling
through the thick atmosphere
of the dreamscape..
coffee...cigarettes
and the sadness
am I mourning the personal
losses...is the ego making
its calculations to the
minature stands in the
great void of the caricature
of this persona

I can never ever truly
tell

my psych doc doesnt understand
me
the girls Love me
but Love does not conquer
all
it is a different port
for everyone
and if its just a drug
to appease the demons
of the past and traumas
the wounds may heal
but the flashbacks
and PTS will never
fade..
anymore then the dream
reworking
blacksmithing of words
here

yet many carry this load
the monkeys on the back

and on the edge
looking down at times
its not hard to think
of stepping off
into that freedom
of depth

..

1:49 p.m. - 2016-05-26

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